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Sorrow (Introduction)
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el niño, en el apogeo de su inocencia, trata de comprender todos los confusos, oscuros
y deprimentes escenarios en los que se encuentra, solo como espectador porque a pesar de
tener voz esta pierde su valor, producto de su corta edad.
¿porque llora mamá? si ella dice que está bien, ¿porque bebe papá? si dice que lo único que
necesita es a su familia, ¿porque la gente se acuesta y ya no se levanta? si todos sus familiares
se ponen tristes ¿porque me siento tan mal? si no entiendo nada.
recuerdo ese escalofrió que recorría mi espalda cuando iba en el auto, una fría noche de
diciembre, mientras mis padres murmuraban en voz baja y con mucha seriedad cosas que
los hacían llorar, el simple hecho de no poder entender que o porque me asfixiaba y solo
giraba mi cabeza, me recostaba en el asiento y lloraba en silencio mientras deseaba
que todo estuviera bien, porque es todo lo que un niño asustado puede hacer.
esta y muchas cosas más inundaban la mente del niño, su alma y su cuerpo eran débiles, su mente
confusa e incapaz de razonar por completo, la música era bellísima; pensaba los cielos azules,
de esos azules que te hacían sonreír y respirar de nuevo, a veces la vida era buena y era agradable
estar vivo, era agradable sentirse vivo de pronto un día cualquiera en la escuela el niño se
encontraba escribiendo la fecha en su cuaderno, 19/10/2009, tenía 7 años.
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i feel how my skin falls off my body
i feel how my heart gets cold
i see how my family feels shame for me
i see how my friends are dying
and i can't do anything for you.
i see how this world goes to hell
i see how your eyes are criyng
i feel like my brain turns gray
i feel that my soul is rotting
and I can't do anything for anyone
anyone,
for anyone,
for anyone,
for anyone,
and I hope this ends soon,
hello,
hello,
hello,
hello,
goodbye.
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Still be your song
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i don't know where im going to
i just know that wanna go with you
the sky, your eyes
the rain, your face
i don't know what im going to do
i just know than wanna go with you
your hair, your clothes
my lungs, your heart
im a stupid boy
im a fucking freak
im a pice of shit
but im yours
im a stupid boy
im a fucking freak
im a pice of shit
but im yours
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Tonight
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i may not have your attention
maybe you don't need me in your life
but nobody thinks of you like me
this feeling is killing me
i see a lot of things,
i think a lot of shit,
i see your soul
and i would like to dance with it tonight
tonight
tonight, tonight
and I know that I can't be with you
and baby, that's the worst of realities
but you know I would like to try
would you let me try tonight
tonight
tonight, tonight
oh, tonight
oh, tonight
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everything is so confusing to me
everything is so unreal to me
i wish you were here for me
i would be there for you my dear
she left me in a corner of the room
she took my soul and good thoughts
i don't blame her, it was me who said goodbye
now i can only miss her, i hope she is well
my life is falling apart
my mother doesn't love me
i want to change
i want new skin
i want to dream again
everything is so confusing to me
everything is so unreal to me
i wish you were here for me
for me
for me
for me
cause' honey, i would be there for you
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My fears
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why am i still alive?
i don't feel alive
i'm still alive
i want to feel alive
i'm afraid of dying in a car accident
i'm afraid to love and be loved
and where im going
i don't know anymore
i'm afraid of clowns and loud sounds
i'm afraid of being miserable all my life
and what im going to do
i don't know anymore
and i think i won't last long live
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and if i die today
and if i die today don't cry
and if i die today, don't be sad
and if i die today, forget all i say yesterday
and if i die today
and if i die today don't pray
and if i die today don't miss me
and if i die today, forget all i did yesterday
and if i die today, forget all i did yesterday
i don't want to be remembered
i don't want to be buried
i just want to be free of all this pain in my chest
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