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And if I die today, forget all I did yesterday

by cloudy mind

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    Hola, antes que nada muchas gracias por escuchar mi música; si decides comprar el álbum digital recibirás un paquete de Wallpapers exclusivas con fotografías que yo mismo tome y edite con la tematica del EP, ademas de que me ayudaría mucho, gracias por tu apoyo uwu

    Hello, first of all thank you very much for listening to my music; If you decide to buy the digital album, you will receive a package of exclusive Wallpapers with photographs that I take and edit myself, in addition to that it would help me a lot, thank you for your support.

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1.
el niño, en el apogeo de su inocencia, trata de comprender todos los confusos, oscuros y deprimentes escenarios en los que se encuentra, solo como espectador porque a pesar de tener voz esta pierde su valor, producto de su corta edad. ¿porque llora mamá? si ella dice que está bien, ¿porque bebe papá? si dice que lo único que necesita es a su familia, ¿porque la gente se acuesta y ya no se levanta? si todos sus familiares se ponen tristes ¿porque me siento tan mal? si no entiendo nada. recuerdo ese escalofrió que recorría mi espalda cuando iba en el auto, una fría noche de diciembre, mientras mis padres murmuraban en voz baja y con mucha seriedad cosas que los hacían llorar, el simple hecho de no poder entender que o porque me asfixiaba y solo giraba mi cabeza, me recostaba en el asiento y lloraba en silencio mientras deseaba que todo estuviera bien, porque es todo lo que un niño asustado puede hacer. esta y muchas cosas más inundaban la mente del niño, su alma y su cuerpo eran débiles, su mente confusa e incapaz de razonar por completo, la música era bellísima; pensaba los cielos azules, de esos azules que te hacían sonreír y respirar de nuevo, a veces la vida era buena y era agradable estar vivo, era agradable sentirse vivo de pronto un día cualquiera en la escuela el niño se encontraba escribiendo la fecha en su cuaderno, 19/10/2009, tenía 7 años.
2.
i feel how my skin falls off my body i feel how my heart gets cold i see how my family feels shame for me i see how my friends are dying and i can't do anything for you. i see how this world goes to hell i see how your eyes are criyng i feel like my brain turns gray i feel that my soul is rotting and I can't do anything for anyone anyone, for anyone, for anyone, for anyone, and I hope this ends soon, hello, hello, hello, hello, goodbye.
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4.
i don't know where im going to i just know that wanna go with you the sky, your eyes the rain, your face i don't know what im going to do i just know than wanna go with you your hair, your clothes my lungs, your heart im a stupid boy im a fucking freak im a pice of shit but im yours im a stupid boy im a fucking freak im a pice of shit but im yours
5.
Tonight 03:02
i may not have your attention maybe you don't need me in your life but nobody thinks of you like me this feeling is killing me i see a lot of things, i think a lot of shit, i see your soul and i would like to dance with it tonight tonight tonight, tonight and I know that I can't be with you and baby, that's the worst of realities but you know I would like to try would you let me try tonight tonight tonight, tonight oh, tonight oh, tonight
6.
everything is so confusing to me everything is so unreal to me i wish you were here for me i would be there for you my dear she left me in a corner of the room she took my soul and good thoughts i don't blame her, it was me who said goodbye now i can only miss her, i hope she is well my life is falling apart my mother doesn't love me i want to change i want new skin i want to dream again everything is so confusing to me everything is so unreal to me i wish you were here for me for me for me for me cause' honey, i would be there for you
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My fears 02:38
why am i still alive? i don't feel alive i'm still alive i want to feel alive i'm afraid of dying in a car accident i'm afraid to love and be loved and where im going i don't know anymore i'm afraid of clowns and loud sounds i'm afraid of being miserable all my life and what im going to do i don't know anymore and i think i won't last long live
8.
and if i die today and if i die today don't cry and if i die today, don't be sad and if i die today, forget all i say yesterday and if i die today and if i die today don't pray and if i die today don't miss me and if i die today, forget all i did yesterday and if i die today, forget all i did yesterday i don't want to be remembered i don't want to be buried i just want to be free of all this pain in my chest

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a piece of my thoughts, recorded in the depths of my room, from here for your ears.

un pedazo de mis pensamientos, grabado en las profundidades de mi cuarto, desde aquí para tus oídos.

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released September 30, 2020

recorded, written and produced by: Brayan Diaz Arias (Cloudy Mind)
member of Cola de Rana (artistic collective originating in México)

grabado, escrito y producido por: Brayan Diaz Arias (Cloudy Mind)
miembro de Cola de Rana (colectivo artístico originario de México)

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only a fool, born in 2002

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